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Who are You? – [Grinning] Don’t you know me?
You seem familiar to me. – Of course, I am. I am visiting you . . . when needed.
Visiting me? When needed? – [Laughter] Yes! What surprises you?
You, your closeness. I don’t know you well, but it looks like you are acquainted with me… – [Bigger laughter] I am in your soul, your heart, your thoughts. Sometimes you hear my voice, you see me in the mirror, you meet me in your dreams.
Why should I have place for you in my inner world? You seem so … dark, sneaky and selfish. – Because you need me!
Why should I? – There is danger in the outer world. People are not trustworthy, everybody is telling lies, cheating the other.
In what kind of world are YOU living? – In the memory of Man.
Don’t you feel alone in this dark place you are coming from? – No. I am never alone. Your thoughts are with me all the time [laughter, with a glimps of uncertainty].
I don’t think so. My thoughts are getting more pure, my soul is rinsing from its sins, my heart is more and more filled with compassion. – How do you know? You are just an ordinary person…
Because I recognized you. – And? [voice hesitating]
There is no “and”. “Recognizing the evil part in me” is equal to “discovering the good sides in my being”. The awareness of Duality is the first step to Unity. You should know that. – Why should I? [clearing his throat]
You would not visit me more and more often, if you haven’t realized my equilibrium is shifting into the direction of purity and compassion. – Will I see you again? [painful crying]
Yes. Although you tried to tear me away from myself and even God, I will handle you with care, because you are still a part of me. You needed me to survive, but also you were necessary for me so to experience duality. If I would throw you away like a dirty piece of cloth, how would I differ from you? – [silence]